So I used to do some plus sized modeling. At the time if you would have asked me I would have given at least 60 things I wished were different about my appearance and mostly my figure. Now of course that I'm older and plumper I'd give anything to have that figure back. I have never had low self esteem. I have actually always been a pretty outgoing and confident person. But like everyone there was always things I would change. In this picture I had an almost totally flat stomach and I did at least 1,000 sit ups a day. I was a little addicted to excersize but for the most part healthy. But if you asked me then I would have said I had a long way to go. Now if you put me back to that figure forever. I would be so happy. It's very unfair that even though I'm a confident person I couldn't appreciate what I had then. Oh well at least I'm still happy and positive.
